Pre-trip

[dalekboy]

Still dreadfully depressed, have been for two or three days. Needy, emotional, and cuddly, not a good state to start my 40th birthday trip, but surprisingly I've now had two showers in a row where I haven't ended up sobbing! Yay! See? I'm virtually over the death of my daughter!

Dance-card in Melbourne very messy and disorganised, I waited too long on one person getting back to me, and now I haven't got much else organised. Which may not be a bad thing, as it'll mean (in theory) lots of rest, but still.

Nowhere near ready to leave, but really don't care. I'll head off tomorrow when I do, with what I have, and that'll be it. Not wanting to leave Sharon (who is doing better than I am by a country mile) but I actually think this trip is the best thing I could be doing for myself from an emotional/psychological standpoint. Eucla time is needed.

[Poll #1046939]

Comments

[sjkasabi.livejournal.com]

Arg, that was me, wasn't it? :(I am bad. Sorry. I have been going spare but just handed in my essay and as soon as I've had some sleep (2 hrs last night) I'll have a brain again. I've got "Danny in town" in my diary for Saturday, if you've still got space then. Otherwise we'll sort something out.

[redbraids.livejournal.com]

Safe travels!

[rendragon.livejournal.com]

Can do Sunday day or Monday night, but monday is better, so I put it in the poll (even though I'm sure you'll have had enough of me by then anyway)

[kaths.livejournal.com]

Heyho, sorry you've been feeling depressed :( I'm sure the trip will help though!

Don't worry if you can't fit me in this trip, I've gotten more than my fair share of you the last couple of times :)

[babalon-93.livejournal.com]

damn, sorry you're not feeling good, I hope my radical feminist ranting over at Em's place isn't adding to your depression. I personally have been enjoying the respectful difference of opinion, but I know context can be hard to read sometimes on the internetz.

[bigevilogre.livejournal.com]

I have been very depressed as well. But your reasons are very real, mine aren't anything compared.
I have cried for you, and I don't cry for just anyone. WE're all connected by this earth no matter how far away, so on the road always remember that in a sense we are there, even if you can't see us.
I wish there were something I could do to make you happy. If I ever think of something, I'd take a shot at it.