As many others have said here, I find your willingness to speak about the very personal details of your feelings very interesting - I'm just nosy that way ;-) I really enjoy understanding how other people think & feel, but it's often hard to get that information because people don't share it. Myself included really - even though I like hearing about other people, I'm pretty shy and don't share much about my innermost feeling!

So thankyou for sharing your life...
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