**tight hugs** Congratulations to you both, and don't feel bad if it takes time to believe in this one. Totally understandable and, as you say, if all goes well you will have decades of love to make it up to him.

I'm crossing my fingers for you. If I prayed, you would be remembered in my prayers; as it is, I may just have to berate whoever's up there a little: "Get it right this time!"