i am even more silly and random when there's no one around cos there's no fear of anyone pulling me up on it...except for my neighbours, i don't mind them thinking i'm mad.

also, i've heard kerry doing all his silly stuff when i'm half asleep. he doesn't stop talking to himself or making up songs, or telling computers how horrible they are, just cos there's no audience.

there's always an audience, whatever your spiritual beliefs are, there's someone watching.

also, how could sharon not know that you do that stuff when she's not around...when she's not there to see it?