Yep, I was naughty, nominating my stuff, hell, even voting for it. Awards have always been a way of saying to the wider community, "Hey I am here, let's play fandom" as indeed as fanzines. Lucy Schmeidler(i think spelled right) once said about the efforts of Singular productions (me and Phil W) "Chutzpah is not enough", which is true, but it is a beginning.