*hugs* I can definetly empathise with your current state as I have seen alot of friends and reletives who use to be so full capable of many things and so active that seeing them any other way came as a hell of a shock .

I use to be really active when I was in my earlier twenties but due to genetics , some fault of own as well as lack of education to what one prescription drug could do in the future, I'm very tired , I can't run around like I useand to relying on a type of medication such so I can reach some kind of normality .

*hugs* I'll send you and Shazza something nice in the post .