It's all me, baby!

[dalekboy]

Swimming exhausts me for the entire next day, so you can imagine how buggered I am tonight after a lesson. I'm at the tired level where all my filters start to shut down one by one, so anything that's in my head starts to just come out. Fortunately typing filters things a little bit. But not much. I only just avoided replying to someone by saying, "Just send money... or naked pictures..." Given I don't know them that well, I rethought that one... just...

Anyway, my point here is my general silliness. After ten years of marriage, Sharon has just discovered that the silly stuff I do around her, mum, and other people, I also do when I'm on my own.

I thought she knew!

I was really surprised. I mean, I wasn't hiding it. Hell, I can't pass a mirror without gurning, or checking out how my body looks in different poses, and trying to decide which pose is funniest/stupidest/most likely to get a laugh. I talk to myself in silly voices. I mean I couldn't be as constant with my silliness if I wasn't this way when she wasn't around. The facade would slip. Oh I have my serious, quiet times. Lots of them. But the random acts of stupidity are always lurking in the background. And just because no-one else is present, so what?!

Shaz - 'I didn't realise you still do this stuff when you have no audience!'
Me - 'There's always an audience. Just because I can't see them doesn't mean they aren't there.'

harveystoat, gutter_monkey? I figure you're the two who would most be likely to do the same.

Life's too short not to be enjoying it every instant you can. Back me up, someone!

Comments

[kaelajael.livejournal.com]

I know what you mean about tiredness equating to silliness. I have a very weird sense of humour that I keep in check most of the time, but as I get tired I reach a point where I don't control it very well and the mouth engages before the brain can do anything :)

I've never been (hangover) drunk , but I strongly suspect DrunkMe would be ten times worse then TiredMe. (Or I'd be REALLY obnoxious - again, not checking things that I say.)

[gutter-monkey.livejournal.com]

I had a big deadline for soem animation today so I worked all through the night, and still haven't gone to bed. I'm sleep deprived and in a silly mood as a result. I'm also an admin on a website that had many thousands of members and which takes itself fairly seriously, which is a baaaad combination ...

[dalekboy.livejournal.com]

LOL

Oh the possibilities...

[gutter-monkey.livejournal.com]

The last time I was this loopy I posted this image:



THAT didn't go down well. :D

[gutter-monkey.livejournal.com]

BTW: if anyone readin this doesn't know what's at that website. DON'T GO AND LOOK.

[vegetus.livejournal.com]

oh? now i'm torn between looking and not looking...

[dalekboy.livejournal.com]

I'm a really dull drunk. Just get very quiet.

Sharon gets amourous! :D
Then quickly falls asleep :( lol

[battblush.livejournal.com]

Oh I'm so like Sharon in this regard.

I make all sorts of dirty promises to Lee with I'm drunk and then fall swiftly into unconsciousness as soon as my head hits the pillow.

[dalekboy.livejournal.com]

Shaz doesn't make it as far as the pillow :)