Breakable

[dalekboy]

Had another terrible night's sleep, my hormones have suddenly all but vanished (something of a blessing at the mo'), and today I'm feeling strangely... fragile.

What I want to do today is spend a few hours in bed, cuddled up with someone I like and trust. Warm skin touching, feeling a heartbeat through a bare chest pressed against me, limbs tangled together for no other reason than to increase contact. Quiet conversation on topics from books and tv through to philosophical or scientific issues... or long comfortable silences where we each merely enjoy the presence of the other, drifting in and out of sleep. I want to cuddle up behind someone warm, soft and welcoming, breath in their scent and just be glad to have that moment. Want to be held by someone who cares, my head nestled into a shoulder or chest, while I sigh with happiness or weep as I need.

Today I feel lost and alone, and I want to be found again in the embrace of someone I trust to be gentle.

Comments

[mynxii.livejournal.com]

Sending thoughts of loving purrryness your way. Wish I was close enough to give you a real hug :)

[tillianion.livejournal.com]

I would say hugs, but... :)

I feel for you. I hope that you're feeling happier and more solid soon :)

[dalekboy.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

I wasn't unhappy, just feeling needy and wanting some intimacy. Went out, had lunch with a good mate, got some stuff done... All good. Could still use a few hours worth of cuddles and talking - but at least I have Shaz home now :)

[tillianion.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you're feeling better then :)

[(Anonymous)]

*strokes your face gently*

Thinking of you

-Kali-

[dalekboy.livejournal.com]

*melt*

[hespa.livejournal.com]

**tight hugs**

[hespa.livejournal.com]

Don't break. I like you unbroken, 'k?

[(Anonymous)]

He's cute broken, though. You just hold all the bits gently in your lap, pick one up, kiss it, and stick it to the next bit, then repeat. Then when you've got a few of the bits back together, you stroke them until the seams meld again. It takes a bit of time, but that's what being gentle is sometimes.

-Kali-