Dalekboy

I know I sometimes get protests when I say that I can't feel love anymore, but my feelings and emotions have not evolved in a good way. I think my heart became irreparable when the father of my first two kids (Ken might remember who that is, maybe Mel too, I dunno it's been a few years) left. It wasn't him I was sad about though. I can't really explain what it is. A total subjugation of..something. Nowadays I see love everywhere, but I can't feel it. I love my kids, but I can't enjoy it as I could. I've totally lost track of what I meant to say, I wasn't going to be totally down about things, maybe one day I will be able to speak :)