Everyone is different of course, but depression is such a fiendishly complex thing. It took a lot of perseverance to get my medication right - and it's a moving target - but it was absolutely worth it in the end. Sure, euphoria is fun, but it was worth it to stop feeling like my body was a puppet of random forces. I make my own euphoria now :-)
*grin* I remember my shrink asking me if I felt like "someone was experimenting on me". "No" I responded, "I don't feel paranoid". Which I thought was pretty funny, in hindsight. Had to be there.
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Date: 2007-10-21 04:31 am (UTC)*grin* I remember my shrink asking me if I felt like "someone was experimenting on me". "No" I responded, "I don't feel paranoid". Which I thought was pretty funny, in hindsight. Had to be there.