My week has been so unbelievably shitty, I don't even know where to start. K is in her journal making out like the assault was partly my fault, and I am absolutely paranoid of that becoming the accepted truth of the situation.
It's put me in a hyper-vigilant defensive state. I can't tell you what this whole thing has done to me psychologically. It's come to a point where I'm taking a bit of a sabbatical from this entire issue cause I can't deal with it anymore. Sorry you were blindsided by that defensiveness.
I guess I'm more angry with people equating your post here with what happened to me. It's not a comparable situation.
Anyway, sorry for losing my shit. My deeply horrible bad.
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Date: 2010-03-04 10:55 am (UTC)My week has been so unbelievably shitty, I don't even know where to start. K is in her journal making out like the assault was partly my fault, and I am absolutely paranoid of that becoming the accepted truth of the situation.
It's put me in a hyper-vigilant defensive state. I can't tell you what this whole thing has done to me psychologically. It's come to a point where I'm taking a bit of a sabbatical from this entire issue cause I can't deal with it anymore. Sorry you were blindsided by that defensiveness.
I guess I'm more angry with people equating your post here with what happened to me. It's not a comparable situation.
Anyway, sorry for losing my shit. My deeply horrible bad.