I wouldn't want to talk with you through the night. Not right now. Not while it would exhaust you. Damned if I'd want my blather to cause you pain.
And I understand what you mean re: contact/not contact with people. You love the contact, love the togetherness, but there's a need to control and regulate it. All or nothing is too hard. At least, that's what I drew from your post, and it's how I feel pretty much all of the time.
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Date: 2006-12-19 04:03 am (UTC)And I understand what you mean re: contact/not contact with people. You love the contact, love the togetherness, but there's a need to control and regulate it. All or nothing is too hard. At least, that's what I drew from your post, and it's how I feel pretty much all of the time.
Damn I wish we knew how to get you right again.