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Arrived home at around 9:30pm with the delightful Mr. Oxwell in tow. Was in bed a little after 10, feeling exhausted.
Have been awake since 4:30...
Very much wanting cuddles at the mo'. Apart from my lovely wife, who is fast asleep, I can't help but think of the couple of other people I'd like to be held by right now.
Would like to melt into the arms of one of those deeply trusted individuals, laying curled in their embrace, weeping quietly with relaxation born of the relief at feeling loved and safe as they held me.
There are many people I trust, there are few I trust so completely that I'll stop desperately holding onto my own strength and control for a while, and willingly allow them to be strong for me.
I am both the same, and radically different to, the man I was sixteen months ago.
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While I really wish I was asleep, I am somewhat amused at hearing the sound of three other people snoring in the house ;-)
Have been awake since 4:30...
Very much wanting cuddles at the mo'. Apart from my lovely wife, who is fast asleep, I can't help but think of the couple of other people I'd like to be held by right now.
Would like to melt into the arms of one of those deeply trusted individuals, laying curled in their embrace, weeping quietly with relaxation born of the relief at feeling loved and safe as they held me.
There are many people I trust, there are few I trust so completely that I'll stop desperately holding onto my own strength and control for a while, and willingly allow them to be strong for me.
I am both the same, and radically different to, the man I was sixteen months ago.
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While I really wish I was asleep, I am somewhat amused at hearing the sound of three other people snoring in the house ;-)
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On a side note, as you mentioned the delightful Mr Oxwell, it occurs to me I'd enjoy both of your opinions on a puzzle I forgot to mention to you. If I were to send, say, two episodes of the Eccleston season to my cousin for his perusal, which episodes would you think I should send? I'm sending it for him, not for his family at this point, though if he thought it was appropriate I'd arrange a season set for them.